March 31, 2006

Ooohhh.. New Bikini!

Yes, I'm a beach freak. And like all self-respecting beach girls, I have a horde of bikinis just waiting to be used. I love bikinis! Welcome the newest addition to my collection:



Cute, right? It's my first white bikini. It's made by Op and I really like the casual surfer look. It's available at Victoria's Secret, Delia's, and a bunch of other places. Retails for around $88 plus shipping. I got mine half off with free ship, so yay me. My only complaint is that the bottoms make my butt look... err... cheeky. Don't know if that's my fault or just the design. Whatever. Can't wait to hit the beach!

March 30, 2006

Para sa Dati

New Slang
by The Shins

Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth.
Only, i don't know how they got out, dear.
Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries.
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony.
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and i'm lonely.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.

I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find.
Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine?
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

March 29, 2006

Things

I can't quite get over the fact that a valet parking attendant in Vegas earns upwards of 50,000 a year. That's a helluva lot of money for parking cars, isn't it? Especially when you discover that teachers and nurses earn way less than that.

It's a bit unsettling to think that there is a society in this world that would rather give more money to the guy parking their shiny new cars than to the lady teaching their children about the world or to the young woman caring for their sick.

I'm going to be part of that society very soon. Just a thought.

March 24, 2006

Dinner was GOOD AND OTHER THINGS

I made a really good dinner today. Made authentic Turkish Lamb and Beef Shish Kabobs (which took about 6 hours to marinate and had things like turmeric, cumin, coriander, garlic, olive oil, and a load of other things in it), traditional mint-garlic yogurt sauce to go with the kabobs, garlic rice, and tiramisu for dessert (with real mascarpone cheese - no cutting corners tonight!).

I did everything myself. Picked and bought the meat, sliced it, made the marinade from scratch, skewered the cubes, cooked the rice, fried the rice in garlic, fired the grill, grilled the kabobs, made coffee, layered the lady fingers with the espresso and rum and cheese... even washed the dishes.

I had forgotten how handy I could be in the kitchen. And it was incredibly, surprisingly, fantastic. Tasted almost like the kabobs I had at that little Turkish restaurant in Frankfurt. Yum.

In other news, I'm toying with the idea of creating my own comic series. My work as a Manhwa editor has kind of made me want to try the genre myself. Any artists out there willing to collaborate? I can't draw for shit so I need your help. Drop me a line, wanda1@gmail.com.

March 23, 2006

Oh YEAH

Lest anyone forget, the Sci-fi Channel is now airing the 2005 season of Doctor Who. Yay! I really don't know why, but I've always had a weak spot for British Sci-fi comedy. It's so campy and fun!

Having said that, I must confess I'm still not sure whether I like this current reincarnation of Doctor Who. I'm afraid they've deisgned it for a more maintsream (read: American) audience, and while it's still charming and homey and fun, I'm not so sure how long they can keep it up.

March 22, 2006

What am I Doing? (A Rant About Nothing)

Once upon a time, I thought I had it all figured out. I would graduate from college and Find Myself. Find the Meanings, the Answers, the Heart of Things.

As if the search for "Myself" was as simple as using a latent inner compass. As if the Meanings, the Answers, and the Heart of Things had nothing better to do than wait for me.

I know better. Inner compasses shift as often as the landscapes shift. A compass, after all, is only as good as magnetic fields and North Stars. When you have neither, then a compass is just as confused as you are.

Meanings change as frequently as the things that embody them. Every turn of your head brings a new perspective. Answers can dance around the world, unmindful of the questions. And The Heart of Things... well, sometimes it's not a heart at all.

I know better, but I still know nothing. All I've found out is what things aren't. I'm in no position to even begin to understand what things are. I don't even know what's important anymore.

What am I doing? Once upon a time I thought I could ride my arrogance like a never-ending wave. I thought my complexes could insulate me from the rest of the world. I thought my introversion meant I could lock myself up inside myself and I could be free.

Ah. It's always a sad surprise when you realize just how foolish you've been. Of course, there is something inherently wrong about locking yourself up to gain freedom. And arrogance... arrogance has to be motivated by something deeper for it to take you anywhere. I was shallow. I'm still shallow. I craved depth but I was always secretly afraid of drowning, and losing myself in deep dark voids.

So what am I doing with my life? I don't know. I really don't know.

Got my new PASSPORT today

So I got my new passport in the mail today. I must say, this passport renewal thing is suprisingly painless. Simple and fast are not adjectives I usually associate with the Philippine government, but hey, it's true. Took them less than a week. Sent it in last Thursday, got it today, AND eveything is in order. I have my new passport, my old passport, and all my other important documents. Didn't even have to make a personal appearance or anything like that. Just filled out the form, had it notarized by the Real Estate guy across the street, stuck the completed form in an envelope together with my NSO birth certificate (plus copy), my old passport (plus copies of relevant pages), a small self-adressed manila envelope with sufficient postage, and sent it on its merry way.

I love the US postal system. Sometimes I think it's a lot more convenient and reliable than UPS or Fedex. I always get my mail - might take a bit of pleading and prodding sometimes, but I ALWAYS get my mail -- which is more than I can say for both UPS and Fedex. I've lost items with both carriers in the past, and they were important items to boot! Also, UPS and Fedex have the annoying habit of never leaving my pcakages by the front/side/back door even when I've already signed dozens of release forms. I mean, the US isn't like the Philippines where you always have someone to sign for your package in the form of a Mang Pedro or a Yaya Conching. Time is money, and when you have to work, cook, clean, and launder, a 20-minute drive to the UPS or Fedex HQ isn't as simple as it sounds.

Besides, this is freaking Forest Hills. Who the hell is going to steal our mail here??? This is probably the safest neighborhood in New York City! And If anyone were to steal something, it would only take a walk around the block to see that we're slim pickings compared to the McMansions up the street. Why go for a beat up chevy when you can have a Bentley just up the road?

So anyway, I got my passport, which means it's all systems go for the trip. I'm a little low on cash, but at least all the flights are paid for. If I get really desperate, I'll just sign up for one of those medical studies they always have at Columbia Presbyterian or NYU Medical. I'd be a human guinea pig, but for $850-4000 a pop, wouldn't it be worth it?

Ack. All this free time is wreaking havoc on my sanity.

March 20, 2006

New Template

Don't know how long this one will last. Lost a project so I might have some spare time to spruce this blog up. Hopefully NOT THAT much spare time. After all, with the upcoming vacay and the move and all that, I really do need the moolah.

Anyway, this is kind of my take on a template by Pink Designs. I kept all her original colors, but had to re-size the pic as well as keep my three columns because hers only had a modified one column and that wasn't going to do. Bit more summery, bit more upbeat. I need the cheering up. The other one was just too damn drab and corporate. It was sucking the light and creativity out of me. I mean, I have nothing against drak templates - had quite a few of those myself - but they need to emit some kind of free-spirited vibe, you know? Maybe not.

Anyway, I'm back to being poor. My momentary foray into flushness was fun while it lasted. Hopefully I'll get another taste of it before I head to the orient.

On the upside, all this free time means I have the time to catch up on reading, as well as write for myself again. A break from copy and repetitive prose can only be good for my soul.

I hate this template

I can't remember what I saw in this template in the first place. God, I hate this template. Will be redesigning soon.

March 12, 2006

Procrastinating AGAIN

I'm such a procrastinator. I OFTEN leave for two days after tomorrow what I could have done two days ago. Babushka. Procrastinating is not a good ting to do when you're a freelancer. I mean every article counts, every hour of work counts. It' not like a regular job where you get breaks and you still get paid. When you're freelancing, a break means 0 in the bank. Evry effort has a corresponding equivalent in dollars. It's scary sometimes, but I like it.

Anyway, I am technically a week behind in work. Time to get off my ass and start pounding on the keys. This week I start a new project as well, so it's going to be hectic. 40 short articles due by Wednesday, and another 20 due by Friday. Three comics due by Monday or Tuesday. And so many errands to run. I coulda shoulda been working this weekend, but I wasn't. I coulda shoulda been working the whole of last week, but I wasn't. The problem is I know I can get twenty article downs in a leisurely day and a half because I've done it before, so I just keep telling myself I'll get it done whenever. I also know I can get a comic book done in two-three hours, so sometimes I push my deadline on that too. Wanda girl, what am I going to do with you???

But this week, I'm going to work. Really and truly. I can't keep on letting the work pile up like this. I will be back on schedule by Wednesday. No more excuses. Promise!

March 10, 2006

ASIAN SPIRIT goes to MICRONESIA

Sigh. Asian Spirit will be doing Davao-Palau and Manila-Palau VERY soon. Asian Spirit has already signed stuff the the Palau government. That's great news for Filipinos, as well as most other Southeast Asians, since the only way to get to Palau previously was with Continental Micronesia, and that cost a boatload of money. Ahh, Palau. Dive heaven. It's known for excellent diving and I've always wanted to go there. Next time.

March 9, 2006

The Move

It's a bit of a strange move for me, I'll grant you that. Why would I want to live in Vegas? What the hell is there in Vegas? I mean there aren't any indie movies, or art installations, or poetry readings, or nicely crazy people. Where am I going to get authentic Ethiopian food, or a nice dish of stinky tofu, or strictly kosher Israeli shawarmas and falafels? Where will I go to get REAL beef rendang, or softshell crabs, or shabu-shabu? Where else can I buy a tub of freshly made baba ganoush right in the deli section of my local grocery? And what about my samosas and gosh and roti canai? And my true blue New York pizza from Lillian's across the street?

Man. I will miss the almost insane cultural diversity of this city. I will miss the energy and the creative vibe. And god, I will miss the food.

I was never much of an adventurous eater when I was little. I didn't like vegetables, and I only ate meat. I didn't like apples or pears or spicy food. The only adventurous thing I liked was sushi and maybe the occasional tapang usa.

No more.

Now we stock our kitchen with things like roti, and fuzzy meat, and things we don't even really know the names of (literally). We buy weird beer and even weirder wines. We always celebrate our anniversary at Meskerem, where I indulge in plates of marinated RAW beef eaten with a variety of condiments and sourdough bread. I've drunk buttered tea, honey wine, and not a few shots of an alcoholic drink that tasted suspiciously like Listerine Mouthwash. I've eaten practically every kind of sushi you can think of. I've eaten baby octopus and sea urchin and alligators. I've eaten buffalo burgers, and boiled kale, and grilled seitan. My tongue has come to terms with chillies and spices. And I've even eaten full vegetarian meals without batting an eyelash.

I've eaten strange fruits and odd vegetables in the weirdest shapes and hues. I've eaten Turkish, African, Thai, Indonesian, Malaysian, Chinese, Taiwanese, Greek, Spanish, Central American, Colombian, Mexican, English, German, Vietnamese, Tibetan, Nepalese, Cambodian, Polynesian, Arabian, Spanish, and French food cooked by people who actually came from those places. And those are just the ones I remember.

Now I can honestly say that I've reached the point where I could eat just about anything. I've often put food in my mouth without asking what it is and what it's made of.

Food, of all things. BOY, HAVE I CHANGED.

The thing is, I think it's time for me to move on. It's time to move WAY out of my comfort zone. In some respects, New York really wasn't that different from Manila. Yes, there was a variety of skin colors. Yes, there were a lot of people with weird metal spikes hanging from their bodies. And yes, the world seems more easy to access from here than anywhere else. Yet at the same time, they were both cosmpolitan centers at the cutting edge of their respective societies. They were both filled with the same serious businessmen and spoiled heiresses and pretty young hipsters.

Las Vegas is different. Nevada is different.

For one thing, there isn't a beach for miles - only hot desert sand and the glitter of casinos. For another, the city is Republican. More than half of the population has never been to college. Vegas is the kind of place I'd never thought I'd end up in. There, valet parking attendant can earn up to 50 grand, while teachers earn a mere $28,000. There will be no writing groups, or poetry readings, or Angelika Theaters. It will be hot and dry and overwhelmingly white. Mentally and perhaps physically, it will not be like anything I've experienced before. And frankly, that's the only reason I need.

It will be different, but the world is made of a lot of different places and I vowed I would see the world.

March 8, 2006

Can't Wait For MAY

So. For the much-anticipated May Trip, we're going to Manila and Palawan in the Philippines, Kuala Lumpur and Langkawi in Malaysia, and Taipei in Taiwan. We MIGHT go on a day trip to Koh Lipe in Thailand (located in a marine reserve), if I can convince John to hop on the ferry (it's just an hour away).

I've done most of the research, booked all the flights, reserved some of the hostels/guesthouses/resorts, and even looked up various countries' public transportation systems.

All I need is MONEY. Oh and a brand new BIKINI. And sunglasses.

And by the way, it looks like we're MOVING to VEGAS.